K, so Im grounded off my computer for 6 weeks. I am at my cousin Tiffanis right now. =)
So yeahh, Idk whats going to happen. I hope its all fun. But Im grounded til Christmas break & the FIRST place Im going is Russells house to hang out with him. & I have NO fucking clue what we are going to do there. Teke. Man, itll be greatt. I cant wait. BUT I am getting back grounded after christmas break is over with... ugh. Yeahhh, so. K, bye. <3

 

Bored?
Comment or message. =)

 

Damnit. Im pissed right now. Russell was suppose to come over today. We had plans, but his ride wouldnt bring him & Im pissed. BUT hes coming over tomorrow. =)
& I did the bulletin on Myspace. & it said: "Post & you will get kissed tomorrow"
So, I dont know whats going to happen. Teke. I hope something good.
I want him to be MINE sooo bad. I would be SO fucking happy. Ahhh.

 

K, short blog but Imma go for now.
I might get bored & post another one later.

 

Im going to take a shower right now.
Later

Comments?

Well, Leighann juss left.

& last night was pretty wierd. Cuz' we were down at Ryans house & she was all up on me. & then we juss went to this lame as party down at Ryans house & juss stood there like dumbass': Me, Leighann & Destiney. Then we was leaving to go back home & they were all standing down there & somebody said: "Whos lesbian here?" & Leighann raised her hand & they all looked at us. It was hilarious & then we juss left. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, Sheanna Strange didnt have her glasses on b/c she dont like to wear glasses to parties & she thinks it will make her look better. She only goes fucking CROSSEYED when they arent on. But she thinks she looks hot, I think not. But then me & Leighann went up to Kesters, where the real partyin is at. & it was her first time she had ever got high before. It was hilarious. She laughed at EVERYTHING. God, it was hilarious.  But when we were sitting down, she was laying on my shoulder & touching my ass. It was wierd. Yeah, Im bi. But she said she dont like me like that anymore. I dont know whats up with her. Shes wierd.

Well, we have to go back to school tomorrow. I wanna go, but then again, I dont want to. I miss all my friends, but then the work. Ugh. I cant wait for Christmas to get here. We will be out for 2 weeks. Heck yes. I cant wait. But thats a while away.

Me & Brit are getting drunk next weekend. Wee. =)
Ill let yall know how that goes. Its gonna be me, Brit & Destiney are gonna go to those lame middle school parties & get drunk together. It will be Destineys first time ever getting drunk. Not drinking, but getting drunk. Oh believe me, shes took little drinks but never got drunk. =( So, Im taking that girls drinking virginity. Teke.

 

Im pretty bored with this now. So Im gonna go back to myspace. Which, I probably dont have anything for me on there. But Idk.. I will see.

I might get bored & come & write another blog in here. I dont know yet though. If I do, youll see it.

 

Comment my stuff please?

=)

Im really bored and have nothing to do.
Summer is about to leave my house. =(
Well, Jess is coming over later.
So, things might get better.

Man, I want a ps2 & guitar hero SO fucking bad.
I LOVE that game. <333333 Woo.

Ok, this is really short.
But Imma go, BYE. <3

I swear, guys dont know how to treat a fucking lady. & I also HATE the fact the this damn site bleeps out every fucking cuss word I say on here. Damnit mother fucker. It pisses me off. K, so theres this guy named Travis that I used to like. Well, hes an ass hole. We were suppose to go to the movies & go out to eat. But, that didnt happen, he was supposilly* grounded, yet, he went to a show [band] that he had to "sneakout" of his dads house to go to. But, whatever. I dont care anymore. Im going to quit liking all these people. Except, I like these 2 guys. Mikey & Russell. Russell, I know him really good. I like him alot. I have never really hung out with Mikey. I have only met him once. But hes really cute. I think I would get to see Mikey more though. But Russell is the one I like the MOST. I dont have a clue what to do.

Holy shit. OMFG. Dustin called me earlier & asked for me, but my mom told him I was in the bed. & it pissed me off SO bad. She dont want me even talking to him b/c we had sex. I really did love him. He meant alot to me. & I still care for him. I guess I was in love with him. I dont know. But it seemed like all he wanted was sex. But I didnt like giving that to him all the time. He gave me butterflies everytime he held me in his arms. I still love him, I guess. But I dont know. My brother & mom both hate him now. I really cant stand it. Everybody puts him down & I juss wanna break down in tears when they do it. I cant stand it. Half of my fucking friends have NEVER met him & talk shit about him. Its not right. I hate it. Yeah, Im very emotional. Thats one thing about me.

Well, Im going to go for now.

This week/weekend is gonna rock.

I dont have to go to school anymore this week. Im suppose to go tomorrow but I get to stay out b/c I have a doctors appt. tomorrow & I get my new glasses. =) Wee. I cannot wait til Christmas. Its going to be the absolute BEST. I usually go to my dads. But not this year. Im going to my moms familys Christmas thing. Its in the mountains where it snows alot. I cannot wait. =) It gets like a foot deep of snow up there a year. If not more. GAH. I wish it would hurry up & come on. Geesh. I love Christmas. =)

 

I got to go to bed now. Its like 12:00.
& Imma be TIRED as fuck tomorrow in the doctors office.

 

Nighttttt. <3

 

 

 

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So, its been a while since I wrote in here. I thought I would give an update. Im going to try & write in here as much as possible. This is going to be short, but heres all I can think of. This week has been crazy. Travis is an asshole. Summer is the best friend someone could have, nothing can change that. <3 Im not going to school Tuesday. So, I dont see why I should have to go Monday, we are out Wednesday - Friday. So Im juss going 1 day. Thats so stupid. But yeah, anyways. I gotta end it here. Me & Summer are going over to Amandas here as soon as I get out of the shower & finish getting ready. I feel like shit. Last night we got high as hell & I think I toasted my brain cells. EEEK. It was fun. But a whole bunch of kids came walking up my road from a party saying, that was the best fight ever. But it was fucking middle schoolers. Gah, what LOSERSSSS? Ugh. I hate it when middle schoolers think they are the shit & arent. K, I got to go. Later. Leave me something damnit. <3

 

Okay, this is my first blog. & its like 4:30 in the morning. Yeah, I got to go to bed soon. Im not really sure what to put in here, I used to have one of these a long time ago. I think it was called something like CHShunni09. I dont know. I fell in love with this place. But then I forgot my password & username... Anyways, its the only place I can truley tell my feelings & not many people read it & if you do, I more than likely dont know you. But I'd love to have comments. I firstly, dont give a shit what you think about me. Yes, Im a little racists when it comes down to it. I am agnostic. Dont shove your shit down my fucking throat, Im not gonna fucking listen to you. Ok? Got it. I mean, I have had black friends. I often use the word Nigger, Im sorry if it offends you, its juss me & I wont quit being me for someone. Its not me. Oh well. I love who I love, I hate who I hate. I dont hate every black person out there. Only the ones who are all like, yeah, I got some last night & alla the "Hustla" type shit. & if you cant talk correctly with out going "Y3AH, DAT SHiiT WAS WACK!!~" DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME. & I hate exclamation marks. They annoy me. Dont use them with me. They are tacky to me. If you EVER need anything or any advice, you can surely come to me. I will be glad to help you. =) I might post another blog tonight. I dont know, Im not quiet sure yet.

 

But for now, Goodnight. <3

 

Randice.